奶奶! Nai Nai, hi!
妳有時間拯救海洋生物嗎? Do you have a second to save marine life?
-All right. - I was gonna say
- 來吧 - 不好意思喔 我只會這樣
something snarky, but I used to work this job.
Ooh, what happened, girl? You got fired? 喔 怎麼啦 小女孩? 妳失業啦?
I quit! Because I was about to get fired. 我不幹了! 也差不多啦
-Hey. 嘿
Okay. 好
So one day, the wife goes out of town. 於是有一天 老婆出城去
And when she returns, the husband says, 回來時 老公說
"親愛的 貓死了" "Honey, the cat is dead."
她就說 And she says,
"你這麼說我怎麼受得了? "How can you tell me so abruptly like this?
你要讓我緩緩 You have to ease me into bad news.
像這樣說 "親愛的 貓... Like, um, '’Honey, the cat...
"爬上屋頂了 '’he got on the roof.
"也就這樣..." '’And, uh, so...'’"
於是... Now...
過了幾個月 a few months later,
老婆又出城去 the wife goes out of town again.
回來時 And she returns
老公又湊過來說了 and the husband greets her again.
但這次他學到上次的教訓 But this time, he learned his lesson.
他老婆一進門 他就說啦 And as the wife comes through the door, he says,
"親愛的 妳娘爬上屋頂了" "Honey, your mom, she got on the roof."
你怎麼進來的? How did you get in here?
- 奶奶 - 比莉! -Nai Nai. - Billi!
蛤? Huh?
喔 Oh.
呃? Eh?
Okay Okay.
我愛妳 奶奶 I love you, Nai Nai.
我愛妳 我愛妳 I love you. I love you.
妳說哪個月? For what month?
這個月? May五月? For this month? May?
那四月呢? And what happened to April?
我媽說妳四月都還沒付 My mom says you didn'’t pay April yet.
妳要知道 妳現在就搬出去 You know, if you moved out right now,
我們就可以多收一倍租金? we could literally double the rent?
怎麼啦 妳又缺錢啦? So what, you'’re broke again?
妳打算一直這樣過嗎? Are you always going to live like this?
Poor but sexy, I hope so. 真希望窮但有吸引力
Why you not try to save, huh? 妳怎麼不省點?
You should change your expensive lifestyle. 妳該改掉亂花錢的壞習慣
Mom, if you'’re gonna give me shit 媽 要是每次回來
every time I come home, 妳都要碎碎念
I'’m not coming home anymore. 我就再也不回來了
Lower your voice. Dad'’s sleeping. 小聲點 妳爸在睡覺
Sleeping? It'’s 6:00 p.m. What'’s wrong with him? 現在才六點 他怎麼了?
Nothing. He'’s just tired. 沒事 只是睏了
Is he okay? 他還好吧?
He'’s fine, we'’re just busy that'’s all. 還好 就是瞎忙
Busy with what? What'’s going on? 忙什麼? 怎麼回事?
Hao Hao'’s getting married, so we have to go to China. 豪豪要結婚了 所以要回老家了
What? Since when? 什麼? 哪時的事?
Hasn'’t he like just started dating that girl? 他不是才剛開始跟人約會?
You don'’t need to go. 妳不必去
No one'’s expecting you to go. 沒人要妳去
I mean, he'’s my only cousin. 我是說他是我唯一的表哥
Don'’t you think I should be there? 我能不去嗎?
Okay, okay. 好吧
Do you think he knocked her up? 該不是把人家肚子搞大了?
How many wontons you want? 妳要吃幾個餛飩?
-Five. -Five? That'’s not enough. - 五個 - 五個? 太少
Make a dozen then. 那來一打
Ten'’s good. 十個好了
-Okay. 好吧
What'’s wrong, Dad? 怎麼了 爸?
Nothing. 沒事
You and mom got in a fight? 跟媽吵架了?
You'’ve been drinking? 偷喝酒了?
Please tell me what'’s going on. 拜託跟我說啦
You'’re scaring me. 別嚇我
Something'’s going on. 一定有什麼事
Just tell me what'’s going on. 快跟我說
Your Nai Nai'’s dying. 妳奶奶快死了
She has a stage four lung cancer. 肺癌第四期了
The doctor says she has three months. 醫生說過不了三個月
Could be faster, you never know. 或許更快 誰說得準
- I need to call her. -You can'’t do that. - 我要跟她說 - 不可以
-I need to go see her. -Can'’t do that. - 我要去看她 - 不可以
She doesn'’t know. 她還不知道
The family thinks it'’s better not to tell her. 親戚們認為最好別讓她知道
So you can'’t say anything. 所以 妳最好什麼都別說
I don'’t understand. 我不懂
She doesn'’t have a lot of time left, she should know, right? 她沒多少時間了 她該知道 對吧?
There'’s nothing they can do. 這樣沒什麼好處
So everyone decided it'’s better not to tell her. 所以大家決定最好別告訴她
Why is that better? 這哪有好?
Chinese people have saying: 中國人常說：
"When people get cancer, they die." "得了癌症就得等死"
It'’s not the cancer that kills them, it'’s the fear. 不是被癌症害死 是被嚇死的
Okay, when were you guys gonna tell me this? 那你們打算什麼時候才跟我說?
How could you let me find out like this? 怎麼可以這樣讓我知道?
How should I have told you? "Oh, your grandma'’s on the roof"? 要不然怎麼說? "喔 妳奶奶爬上屋頂了"?
W-What about the wedding? 那婚禮又是怎麼回事?
The wedding is an excuse, so everyone can go see her. 婚禮只是藉口 大家就都會去看她
We leave first thing in the morning. 我們一早就走
I need to go. 我要去
- Billi... -I need to go. - 比莉... - 我要去
大家認為妳最好別去 Everyone thinks it'’s better if you don'’t.
看看妳 藏都藏不了 Look at you. You can'’t hide your emotions.
妳一去 奶奶就知道了 If you go, Nai Nai will find out right away.
♪ 祝你生日快樂 ♪ Happy birthday to you
♪ 祝你生日快樂 東尼 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Tony
♪ 祝你生日快樂 ♪ Happy birthday to you
- 比莉! - 蛤? -Billi! -Huh?
妳該先打個電話 -Shoulda called first.
Mmm-hmm.
別鬧了 油很燙 Stop fooling around. Oil is hot.
別生氣 媽 Don'’t be mad, Mom.
妳哪來錢買機票? Where'’d you get the money to buy a ticket?
用信用卡吧? -Credit card, right?
媽 我很好 看我的臉 Mom, I'’m fine. Look at my face.
看我的臉 看啊 Look at my face, look at my face, look.
端上桌 Take to table.
嘿 比莉 Hey. Billi.
我知道 I know.
- 比莉... - 蛤? - Billi... -Hmm?
-Ah.
呃... Uh...
啊 Ah.
啊 好 Ah. Okay.
啊 Ah.
謝謝 Thank you.
Ha! Ho!
Ha! Ha!
比莉 Billi.
妳獎學金申請怎樣啦? So what'’s goin'’ on with the fellowship?
沒怎樣 Nothing.
還是沒聲沒息? Oh, you still haven'’t heard anything?
沒 No.
何時才會有結果? Well, when are they gonna let you know?
誰知啊 爸 I don'’t know, Dad.
缺錢嗎? How are you doing with money?
還好 I'’m fine.
- 這次旅費負擔得起嗎? - 可以 還好 -Can you afford this trip? -Yes, I'’m fine.
- 要幫忙嗎? - 不用 沒事 -You need help? -No, I'’m fine.
美女是什麼? What is mei nu?
- 喔 意思是說人漂亮 - 啊 -Uh, it means beauty. -Ah.
-Hmm?
Mmm?
Mmm.
- 蛤? - 好 -Huh? - Okay.
她們說什麼? What'’s that mean?
說妳就像股票 They say you'’re a stock investment
還可以幫我們賺大錢 and you'’re gonna make us a lot of money.
我想都不敢想 對吧? But I can'’t expect that from you, right?
You'’re the losing stock.
妳現在跟壁紙沒兩樣
Mmm.
媽 那教堂不代表 Mom, that church is not representative
美國都這樣 of all America.
那邊還有很多問題 槍枝啊 健保啊 We have a lot of problems. Guns, health care.
要是妳覺得這裡好 If you think China'’s that good,
怎不搬來住? why don'’t you move here?
- 怎麼了? - 不知道 - What happened? -I don'’t know.
嘿! 比莉 走錯啦! Hey! Billi, it'’s the wrong way!
他說沒錯 He says it'’s fine.
- 我們在兜圈子 - 他說沒錯! - We have to go around. - He says it'’s fine!
看路 看路 Watch it, watch it, watch it.
怎麼走? Which way are we going?
爸 知道怎麼走嗎? Dad, do you know where we'’re going?
- 走這裡 - 雨傘... - This way. - My umbrella...
- 走對嗎? - 對 - Is this the right way? - Yes.
確定? Are you sure?
- 媽? - Ma?
蛤? Huh?
奶奶... Nai Nai...
從美國回來的嗎? Visit from America?
我在英國唸了幾年書 I went to school in the UK for many years.
喔 酷喔 Oh, that'’s cool.
妳住哪? Where do you live?
住紐約 Uh, I'’m in New York.
紐約啊 New York.
我一直很想去紐約 I always wanted to visit New York.
很漂亮的城市 It'’s a very beautiful city.
沒錯 是很漂亮 我想請問： Yeah, it'’s very beautiful. Uh, question:
我奶奶狀況怎樣? Do you know about my grandma'’s condition?
呃... Uh...
媽! Ma!
有多嚴重? How bad is she?
可以跟我說實話 You can tell me the truth.
是癌症末期了 The cancer is quite advanced.
不跟她說嗎? Shouldn'’t we tell her?
以她情況 In her situation,
一般這裡的家庭是不會告訴她的 most families in China would choose not to tell her.
我奶奶得了癌症時 When my grandmother had cancer,
我們家也沒告訴她 my family didn'’t tell her.
欺騙是對的嗎? Isn'’t it wrong to lie?
我想 善意的話就不算欺騙 I mean, if it'’s for good, it'’s not really a lie.
這還是欺騙吧 I mean, it'’s still a lie.
算善意的欺騙 It'’s a good lie.
你奶奶怎樣了? How'’s your grandmother?
診斷出沒幾個月就走了 She passed away, a few months after she was diagnosed.
這是違法 "違法"怎麼說? Illegal. How do you say "illegal"?
愛蓮! Ellen!
媽 我們不能這樣 拜託? Mom, can we not do this right now, please?
媽! - Mom!
現在不能嗎? Can we not right now?
別管他啦 Just leave him alone.
奶奶不該張羅這場婚禮 Nai Nai should not be organizing this wedding.
如果她喜歡 就讓她來吧 Well, if she enjoys it, then just let her do it.
她身體有病 She'’s sick.
她該休養或住院 She should be resting or in a hospital.
不該操帆這個假婚禮 Not stressing about a fake wedding.
妳太不了解奶奶了 You really don'’t know your Nai Nai.
要知道 她什麼都想做主 You know she enjoys bossing everyone around.
讓她覺得自己很重要 Makes her feel important.
讓她覺得有掌控權 Makes her feel in control.
- 媽 - 那是真的! -Mom. -It'’s true!
所以她就很討厭住我們美國家 That'’s why she hated to stay in America in our house.
知道嗎? 就因為她沒法使喚別人 You know? Because she could not tell anyone what to do.
不管我怎麼做 她都不滿意 Whatever I do, never good enough for her.
但她卻說不出 因為那是我家 But she can'’t say anything, because it was my house.
媽 別說了! Mom, stop!
我怎麼? What?
妳對她一直有意見 到現在還-- You have always had issues with her, but right now--
我對她沒意見 是她對我有意見! I don'’t have a problem with her. She'’s the one that have a problem with me!
她快死了 妳就不能少說一點? She'’s dying.Can'’t you be a little more sensitive?
那妳想我怎樣? 像妳一樣又哭又叫? What you want from me? To scream and cry like you?
要知道 我爹過世時 我也很傷心 You know, when my father died, I also very sad.
但我沒像妳那樣 But I don'’t act like you.
我回來參加葬禮 When I went back to China for the funeral,
大家都看著我 everybody was watching me.
希望我會哭得死去活來 They all were expecting me to fall apart.
大家認為我不哭就是不孝 And they think if I don'’t cry, I don'’t love my father.
沒人要妳哭! No one'’s asking you to cry!
我不喜歡這樣 I don'’t like, you know,
把內心都表現出來 put all my emotion on display.
像關在動物園裡的動物 Like I'’m in the zoo.
但在這 如果不哭 就表示 But in here, if you don'’t cry, you don'’t put a show,
妳不愛妳家人 they think that you don'’t love your family.
要知道 在這甚至有人雇人來當孝子 You know, in here, they even hire some professional criers.
讓人知道他們有多傷心 Just to show how sad they are.
真是有夠誇張 It'’s just so ridiculous.
我討厭死了 I hate that.
倒出來 倒 很好 Pour, just pour. Yeah, pour, very good.
Mmm.
-Hey.
嘿 Hey.
嘿 這裡好熟悉 Hey, this looks so familiar.
還記得那房子嗎? Do you remember that house?
妳常去公園裡玩 You used to love to play in the garden.
這是哪? Where is it?
- 爸? - 嗯? - Dad? -Hmm?
- 你抽菸啊? - 嗯? -Are you smoking? - Hmm?
你不是戒了 Uh, I thought you said you quit.
是啊 I did.
晚點戒吧 I will.
去睡吧 比莉 Go back to bed, Billi.
你們聊什麼? What'’re you guys talking about?
沒什麼 Nothing.
比莉 Billi.
- 媽? - 蛤? - Mom? -Yeah?
我想留下來 I want to stay in China
照顧奶奶 and help take care of Nai Nai.
什麼? What?
妳待這能幹嘛? You stay here, to do what?
不會煮 也不會掃 You can'’t cook, you can'’t clean.
到時就會 媽 I'’ll figure it out, Mom.
留在這 然後呢? So you just stay here. And what?
等到她過世? Wait for her to die?
妳獎學金呢? What about the fellowship?
就算了吧? Just forget about it, huh?
妳三十啦 You'’re 30 years old,
妳能放棄那邊的生活留在這? but you can stop your life and stay here?
然後讓她每天看著妳 And every day she has to look at you,
這張愁眉苦臉? with that sad-looking face?
這樣對誰都不好 對吧? That'’s not nice for anybody, right?
知道嗎 我兒時所剩的一點記憶 You know, one of the few good memories of my childhood
就是在奶奶家過暑假 were those summers at Nai Nai'’s.
在那個公園 They had that garden.
爺爺跟我抓蜻蜓 Ye Ye and I would catch dragonflies.
然後我們搬去美國 And then we just moved to the States.
一切就變了 大家都不在了 Everything was different. Everyone was gone.
就只有我們三個 And it was just the three of us.
我知道這很不容易 I know it was hard.
對我們都是 It was hard for us too.
我總想相信這是好事 I wanted to believe that it was a good thing,
但我總看到妳眼中的恐懼 but all I saw was fear in your eyes.
讓我常常感到困惑害怕 And I was confused and scared constantly
因為妳從不告訴我怎麼了 because you never told me what was going on.
An然後爺爺過世 And then Ye Ye died.
連跟我說他生病都沒 You didn'’t even tell me he was sick.
就像他就這樣 So it felt like he just
突然消失了 vanished suddenly.
甚至沒讓我參加他的葬禮 And you wouldn'’t even let me go to his funeral.
妳還要上學 You were at school.
不想讓妳荒廢課業 We didn'’t want you to miss school.
我們這樣做對妳最好 We did what we thought was best for you.
但我再也沒見到他 But I never saw him again.
每次回來 And every time I came back to China,
就是...就是再也看不到他 he just... he just wasn'’t there anymore.
我一回來 他就不見了 And I come back and he'’s just gone.
房子也不見了 The house is gone, A Die'’s gone,
我們北京家也不見了 很快她也會不見 our Beijing home is gone, and soon she'’ll be gone, too.
比莉! Billi!
大家都知道嗎? Does everyone know?
大部分人不知道 I think most people don'’t know.
但我也不確定 But I'’m not sure.
謝謝 Thank you.
很抱歉 I'’m sorry.
抱歉喔 恭喜要怎麼說? 爸? Sorry, how do you say congratulations? Dad?
謝謝 - Thank you.
♪ And so I came to see her (婚禮最忌諱的就是唱這首"輕歌銷魂") ♪ And so I came to see her
♪ And listen for a while ♪ And listen for a while
♪ And there he was ♪ And there he was
♪ This young boy ♪ This young boy
♪ A stranger to my eyes ♪ A stranger to my eyes
♪ Strumming my pain with his fingers ♪ ♪ Strumming my pain with his fingers ♪
♪ Singing my life with his words... ♪ ♪ Singing my life with his words... ♪
Hey.
Hey, hey, hey.
♪ O gather up the brokenness ♪ O gather up the brokenness
♪ And bring it to me now ♪ And bring it to me now
♪ The fragrance of those promises ♪ ♪ The fragrance of those promises ♪
♪ You never dared to vow ♪ You never dared to vow
♪ The splinters that you carry ♪ ♪ The splinters that you carry ♪
♪ The cross you left behind ♪ The cross you left behind
♪ Come healing of the body ♪ Come healing of the body
♪ Come healing of the mind ♪ ♪ Come healing of the mind ♪
♪ And let the heavens hear it ♪ And let the heavens hear it
♪ The penitential hymn ♪ The penitential hymn
♪ Come healing of the spirit ♪ Come healing of the spirit
♪ Come healing of the limb ♪ ♪ Come healing of the limb ♪
♪ Behold the gates of mercy ♪ Behold the gates of mercy
♪ In arbitrary space ♪ In arbitrary space
♪ And none of us deserving ♪ And none of us deserving
♪ The cruelty or the grace ♪ The cruelty or the grace
♪ O solitude of longing ♪ O solitude of longing
♪ Where love has been confined ♪ ♪ Where love has been confined ♪
♪ Come healing of the body ♪ Come healing of the body
♪ Come healing of the mind ♪ ♪ Come healing of the mind ♪
♪ O see the darkness yielding ♪ O see the darkness yielding
♪ That tore the light apart ♪ That tore the light apart
♪ Come healing of the reason ♪ Come healing of the reason
♪ Come healing of the heart ♪ ♪ Come healing of the heart ♪
♪ O troubled dust concealing ♪ O troubled dust concealing
♪ An undivided love ♪ An undivided love
♪ The heart beneath is teaching ♪ ♪ The heart beneath is teaching ♪
♪ To the broken heart above ♪ To the broken heart above
♪ And let the heavens hear it ♪ And let the heavens hear it
♪ The penitential hymn ♪ The penitential hymn
♪ Come healing of the spirit ♪ Come healing of the spirit
♪ Come healing of the limb ♪ ♪ Come healing of the limb ♪
♪ O let the heavens hear it ♪ O let the heavens hear it
♪ The penitential hymn ♪ The penitential hymn
♪ Come healing of the spirit ♪ Come healing of the spirit
♪ Come healing of the limb ♪ ♪ Come healing of the limb ♪
Ha!
♪ I can'’t live ♪ ♪ I can'’t live ♪
♪ If livin'’ is without you ♪ ♪ If livin'’ is without you ♪
♪ Can'’t live ♪ ♪ Can'’t live ♪
♪ Can'’t give anymore ♪ ♪ Can'’t give anymore ♪
♪ Can'’t live ♪ ♪ Can'’t live ♪
♪ If livin'’ is without you ♪ ♪ If livin'’ is without you ♪
♪ Can'’t live ♪ ♪ Can'’t live ♪
♪ Can'’t give anymore ♪ ♪ Can'’t give anymore ♪
♪ I can'’t live ♪ ♪ I can'’t live ♪
♪ If livin'’ is without you ♪ ♪ If livin'’ is without you ♪
♪ I can'’t live ♪ ♪ I can'’t live ♪
♪ I can'’t give anymore ♪ ♪ I can'’t give anymore ♪
♪ I can'’t live ♪ ♪ I can'’t live ♪
♪ If livin'’ is without you ♪ ♪ If livin'’ is without you ♪
♪ I can'’t live ♪ ♪ I can'’t live ♪
♪ I can'’t give anymore ♪ ♪ I can'’t give anymore ♪
♪ Can'’t live... ♪ ♪ Can'’t live... ♪